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[Friday,
July 20th, 2007] |
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Jason Michael Carroll |
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Oh what can happen in a year. Who ever said we were a perfect match lied through their teeth. They obviously knew nothing of my nature. I can't stay in one place or with one person long enough to get attached. Thanks old flames, you really burnt me badly. Kevin was like the ice to cool the burn, but he just wasn't cold enough. I need the whole Antarctic not just one cube. Cube or not, he is a great person who deserved more from me. This leads me to try and be friends, but how can you be friends with someone who broke your heart?
A year has held a lot in store for me. Scholarly success, new friendships, broke friendships, lessons learned, lessons taught, and a lack of a decent love life. Most noticably was an experience in London I encountered.. oh London was something else. I'll probably regret it in years to come, but at least I learned something about myself. I'm really not who I thought I was, but at least I'm content with who I am.
Oh and if it's any consilation, I'm back with the second biggest flame. Don't worry, I'm have the fire department on speed dial...
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[Sunday,
August 27th, 2006] |
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Fight Paris |
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"I've got dreams and aspirations, and I'm pretty good at conversations. I've got a heart I want to give, but I need someone to share it with..."
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[Tuesday,
April 25th, 2006] |
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The Best |
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You're So Last Summer, Taking Back Sunday |
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Existentialism [ ègzi sténsh'l ìzzem, èksi sténsh'l ìzzem ], Noun, Philosophical movement centered on individual existence: a philosophical movement begun in the 19th century that denies that the universe has any intrinsic meaning or purpose. It requires people to take responsibility for their own actions and shape their own destinies.
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[Friday,
March 17th, 2006] |
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From First to Last |
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AAR, HH, FOB and FFTL in concert. I was in the crowd. Right up front center stage. You don't feel the same until you go to one yourself; listneing to music via ear buds is not the same as from the actual amp. But what's so great? How about Tyson Ritter and Nick Wheeler? Could you make a teenage girl's dream come true anymore? I doubt without a fairy-godmother such bliss could happen. So Cinderella, you may have beaten me this time but did you ever see sweat drip off Tyson Ritter's forehead? No, all you did was lose an expensive glass shoe!
But what is an experience without documentation? Well, just the experience, and that's all I have because my camera died. Speaking of dying, I almost passed out, which I've never legitimately fainted before. The guy next to me caught me falling, and I crowd surfed out.
What do you do when your Tessa goes missing? You listen to wise-ass kids crack jokes: "Lady shove it," "Tessa's in my pants," "I'm trampling on her bitch!" Oh what every frightened mother wants to hear... where did Tessa end up? I haven't a clue, maybe she trampled the wise-ass, or maybe she really was in his pants. Either way my attention was quickly changed to Tyson, because who cares about anything when he's in the room?
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[Tuesday,
February 21st, 2006] |
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Across Five Aprils |
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Sunday my aunt and omi came from conn. Loverly, i love them. We went out for pizza, and antiques and shopping (kinda). Then last night i slept over Ree's love shack, and actually listened to the B-52s! We have so much fun i love it! Tonight is MOM + LAURA night, i havent seen her in a while, and i miss her, haha. wellll, tomorrow if im not with ree, im going to call the boysss, or maybe KATRINA! i bet shed like that, when i see her, im gonna give her a kiss =)
MIXTAPE+SALAD=FUNLOVIN'
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[Saturday,
February 18th, 2006] |
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Last weekend i went to see Big Mama's House 2 with justin, matt, ben, eric and REE! and then Ree spent the night, gosh we had a bunch of fun. Last night i went to the movies again with all of them BUT the person that runs the movie thing broke it or somethign so we didnt get to see When a Stranger Calls. and Ree spent the night again =) We went shopping today. I got three shirts, one tank top that blue and has sequins and a grey shirt and a brown one with buttons and stuff by Jessica Simpson, ooo lala. haha, and i got a pair of fuzzy boots, that i LOVE, and arm warmers, not leg, arm warmers. I have to do my take home test, but i have all week, so whatever! anyways, i hate updating this puppy, so, gah, the end.
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[Friday,
February 10th, 2006] |
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Atreyu |
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god finally its the weekend, it seemed like f-o-r-e-v-e-r! so katrina seemed pissed when i told her i wasnt going to the concert with her, but too bad for her. i mean she was going with josh and then invited me. i would hate to be with her and josh, i hated it when we were together before i kinda stopped having a life, haha. [ive been like busy and overwhelmed and tired so im late to school and from school im off doing other things so i never see her, or anyone for that matter] but anyways id never have my boyfriend and her, thats just ridiculously gay, seriously. shes annoying sometimes, hahaha. well school, boring, hard, im failing science... still! havent seen or heard from brandon since december! fuckin WHAT i know! crazy. matt ben and i might be hanging out this weekend, and vacation, hopefully. and I DID CLIMBING IN GYM, i was good too. but my volleyball skills yeaterday, well a snake tied in a knot could have done better!
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[Monday,
February 6th, 2006] |
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I LET YOU SEE A SIDE OF ME THE I DON'T SHARE WITH ANYONE.
PROMISES ARE JUST WORDS UNLESS THEY ARE FULFILLED.
YOU KNEW FROM THE BEGINNIG ALL I HAD TO OFFER YOU WAS MY HEART,
I'M SORRY THAT WASN'T ENOUGHT.
SO WE'LL GO ON OUR WAYS AND HOPEFULLY YOU'LL REMEMBER THE THINGS I'VE TOLD YOU.
HOPEFULLY, YOU'LL UNDERSTAND THAT EVERYTHING I SAID WAS IN SINCERITY.
A BROKEN HEART IS NOT WHAT I WANTED FROM THIS, BUT I GUESS I'VE LEARNED FROM MY MISTAKES.
I DON'T CONSIDER THIS A MISTAKE,
I JUST WISH THE STORY DIDN'T END THIS WAY.
BECAUSE IM STILL INLOVE WITH THE PERSON WHO HELPED ME WRITE IT.
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[Monday,
February 6th, 2006] |
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FAKE IS THE NEW TREND
AND SHES ALL THE FUCKING RAGE
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[Monday,
February 6th, 2006] |
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ME + REE = AAR
♥
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[Friday,
February 3rd, 2006] |
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so ummm. swicthed classes, im with jackey barley and justin now. which is pretty kick toushe, if i do say so myself. gym was pretty funny today, we did tug of war and ummm well my team only won one game but we were pulling and some kid was yelling at jasmine to pull harder and spit on her, it was pretty funny at the time. i was kinda bummed to leave kasey and jessica in geometry because theyre so entertaining but then i saw they were in my gym class so all is well. josh thinks brandon is a hottie, and doesnt believe we dated. and hes be sucking real badly lately because hes been a jackass and i wanna shove a potato up his butt so he cant have buttsex anymore, haha. anyways, angela blew me off to hang out with a boy, great huh? yeah, so thats it. the end?
AAR MARCH 16 WITH REE AND TERPINA ♥
*EDIT*
angela called. we hung out. went shopping. had fun. the norm. the end.
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[Monday,
January 30th, 2006] |
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Adam and Andrew |
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went shopping this weekend =) can you say loverly, i can! AAR on the 16thh of march, yey! with my loverly Terpina who i havent hung out with in, count it, 3 months. oh gosh i cant even wait, it shall be stellar! the end.
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[Friday,
January 27th, 2006] |
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so umm mom is mad at me. ive been grounded for a while now, and shes not letting me use the phone, computer (which i am now), cell phone or hang out with friends. i cant say what went on but boy, gosh, was she mad!
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[Wednesday,
January 25th, 2006] |
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Yesterday was finals it was also my dads birthday. then today i got out even earlier than yeserday, 9:15 and went home, jake drove me. im gona miss him, haha. sunday was the sim meet, i kicked ass in my heat, i won. pretty sweet. swimmings over. first semester is over. kinda null around here, gah. i need to shower too, haha. the end.
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[Friday,
January 20th, 2006] |
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Yesterday was Gregs Birthday, hes 17! We went out for dinner and then there was like half an hour before my swim practice so mom and i went shopping, i found no shirts to fit over my boobs. which is surprising cause they arent big, at all! Had practice, we played Ultimate Frisbee in the water and with a holla-hoop. I sucked.
Today I had school, and it was normal. I slept through a few classes and im still really tired. Then i came home and did chores and then watched some WELCOMETOTHEOCBITCHES! hahaha. Then at 6 i went to alyssa and hung out with the loverly ladies and gentlemen of the swim team. They are pretty great. I just got back. Did shirts, ate pizza, had rap battles, watch dustin on camera with matt and andrew almost getting annihilated with aerosol cans in a bonfire, and other stuff. Gwen is beyond the best rapper ever, she just like killed everyone, it was awesome. Im gonna be really sad when Sunday come cause its my last meet, and yesterday was my last practice. so no details about Alyssas because no one is special enough to know what goes on. And no one should ever smell matts feet, ohmygosh. The end.
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[Friday,
January 13th, 2006] |
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The Academy is... |
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im sick, again. ive been sick like a billion times this year, its crazy. jeremy and i had a tic tac toe tournament after our Algebra test (which i think i did loverly on) and he kicked my toushe! nate and andrew are definetly the greatest, haha i l-o-v-e them! haha and richard, hes pretty stellar. brandon sat with us in study hall, i forgot how flippin funny and great that kid is, wow. except we were writing on the table and i wrote i ♥ you and corey wrote ugly with an arrow pointed to me and then they started writing mean things like slut, whore and lesbo. gosh it got me so pissed, and kinda sad =/ and i know brandon was foolin but i can never tell with corey. he made a sweet "dices" and ben colored all over and exploded the highlighter all over the table and they got a spot on my bag, my semi-new bag! justin and i were remembering the good old days from shawnee (?), pretty kick toushe. ummm sam drove me home again and jake wasnt there today =/ pretty non kick toushe. well i have to go to the store and get a shirts so the ladies and gentlemen and i can decorate them tonight at Alyssa's house. And find carb-y food, for tonights carb-y night. and tomorrow at like 2:30, meet in portsmouth, but i heard form a few different people and Z and on the 10 oclock news the portsmouth swim team has cancled the rest of their season due to most of them failing their drugtests / gettingdrunkandpeoplefindingoutandgettingthemintrouble. oh well one less team to lose against, haha, jay slash kay. werd. the end.
EDIT
just got home from alyssas. pretty sweet. hang out ate carbs! haha. gwen went home with andrew to get guess that phrase game thing and came back with some other kid, haha. played guess that phrase, i kicked toushe (kinda, a little). the phrase for one time was 'vanilla extract' and so i was like "uhhh, ummm you have it in a tiny bottle and add it so some recipes" and a few people guessed like alcohol and matt goes "VANILLA EXTRACT!" and no one knows how but the kid kicks ass, and on the hardest ones, haha. decorated my shirt which andrew wrote on it "I ♥ Andy B" and it got all messed up from his non looking heart so Gwen and i trying to correct it, but it looks kinda bad, haha. then again everyones does. and jas and i wrote love notes on eachothers shirts. matt sat on dustin and me so i gave him the sweetest wedgie! hes like "im gonna give you a wedgie in your suit tomorrow!". cause its very tight, like wayyyy tight. so tomorrow should be pretty stellar i guess. thats it. the end.
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[Tuesday,
January 10th, 2006] |
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nothing to exciting. swim is taking up this whole week, which kinda sucks because it usually takes up like half, and i hate that. i studied all night last thursday for a latin test and even skipped practice and all other stuff/work. but i ended up failing anyways. tomrrow is early release and instead of doing whatever i have a m-e-e-t, but its in durham which is rather goooood. i have like no one that i talk to anymore, like katrina and i talk like 2 minutes a day and angela and i just kinda dont at all same with emma, and i only talk to j at swim and during lunch for everyone else. so it kinda sucks ass. i have like no friends or even a life cause im so busy lately, haha, i feel pathedic. like one of those yu-gi-oh obsessed geeky kids that only steps outside to get to the bus stop, haha. oh well. the end.
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[Monday,
January 2nd, 2006] |
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Rob Stewert! |
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Happy New Year
A few back Timothy Jordan killed himself =/ So far this year, and its only been like one day, has sucked [not bacause of Timothy Jordan, that was last year]. So I hope it wont continue. The End.
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| Quick Update |
[Wednesday,
December 28th, 2005] |
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The Click Five |
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Friday i didnt go to school, cause im cool. christmas was fun and loverly, christmas eve i spent with the extended family. monday emma and i went shopping, and she slept over and she stayed until today since her rents were on vaca without her, haha. i leave for conn tomorrow. the end.
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